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| I think I'm going to be pretty well adjusted this coming weekend for the Version 3.0 upgrade with my schedule being so full! The only downer is that the weather will be somewhat cold. But we'll get over it! Chrissy had a good point so I'm going to start tackling this city like I was a tourist and make sure I experience everything that it has to offer! Timidness will be thrown out the window! Each day will be seen as a new opportunity to do something different! I'm getting a guide book and will start checking things off one by one! I'm sure there's quite a few things I've already done but I'm determined to stay focused and get my momentum back.
Let's Do This!! >Like A Boss!<
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NisCkxU544c
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| Dizz-knee-land (yes Dada fans!) was off-the hook! My friends are straight up amazing! We didn't get there till the afternoon (I had to recoup from the wedding from the night prior) but we did all of the basics...the teacups (doo-doo-doo-doo-doo-doo-doo...toot toot!!! doo-doo-doo-doo-doo-doo...honk honk!!! doo-doo-doo-doo-doo-doo...toot toot toot toot tooooooooooot!!!), Space Mtn (twice of course!!), the roller coaster in Cali Adventure, Pirates, Haunted Mansion, Indiana Jones, Sleeping Beauty's Castle (with the scary moving door!) "Ass" Blasters, Soaring over CA...and ate our way through it all...churros, pickles, Dole wHip, meat skewers, all culminating in Club 33! I guess it's a member's only restaurant that Walt Disney created for VIPs. He passed away before he was able to see it to completion but it is a gourmet dining experience where you have to kind of dress up and is the only place in the park that you can get liquor! After sharing a few bottles of wine with the crew, we went out and enjoyed the park till it closed at midnight! I had so much fun and am so glad I got to experience this with my friends! Rummy even got me some bling-ed out Vegas-style Minnie ears that said "It's My Birthday" and "Princess" on the back so everyone was saying happy birthday to me like I was special!! My friends are such good people and they made the kickoff to my 30th so special and perfect! =)
Today, I caught up with Mickey's roommate, Chrissy, at Starbucks. I wanted to see her since we are both Scorpio's and always kind of shared that bond with eachother!! It was nice catching up and telling her how it's been in SF since I moved. I've always kind of looked up to her since she moved to a new city and was able to always see things in a positive light. She's such a people person, so positive and so precocious. I admire her very much. We did get to talk about Mickey after she asked about my dating life and she admitted that Mickey hadn't really told her too much about our demise which was surprising to me. I always thought he was pretty close to her and that he'd kind of look to her for a female perspective as his sort of surrogate "sister" in California. She asked me if I thought I had been the catalyst to us breaking up because in her eyes, we had a great relationship. And I honestly told her that I did believe that I brought things to a head by moving forward with the SF thing and insisting that we move in together. I always knew that was a big deal and it's not something that I would take lightly at all. I was so certain that we were forever and I was ready to make that step but I guess he wasn't so certain about me. Looking back, I guess he wasn't very certain about much except for the fact that he needed to quit his job and go traveling and be free. So "verbal diarrhea" Me kept vomiting up all of the things that have been running through my head over the past whatever months about why he had to leave. And I do understand he needs to figure himself out and understand what he wants. I guess part of me believes that once he does figure that out, he'll want...........................???????
Then for dinner I met up with my other friend who happens to be the roommate of another ex-boyfriend (if you could even call him a pseudo-boyfriend...), J. J and I usually have a yearly meeting up where we catch up about our lives so since I hadn't seen him in over a year or so, we ended up having a 4 hour dinner and drinks session at Houston's! The only difference is that I have no desire to get together with his roommate whatsoever...like at all...like negatory. I don't even understand why I was with his roommate for so long, in all honestly and I can only laugh at my ignorance and pliancy to his whims at the time. Mind you I got together with him like....4 years ago??? Ya, so J has always been sooper nice, smart and sweet and we've been able to empathize with eachother about the crazy relationships we've been in and out of. We both agreed tonight that most California natives are flaky, lame and aren't worth spending our time dating based on our experiences with them. Wouldn't you agree??? =)
So....time to go homo tomorrow...
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| Tee hee. Sorry. My bad. For the post below that is...  I had a moment of weakness fueled by having an awesomely fantastic time at Denny and JoJo's wedding. First layer of awesomeness...open bar-ah! I can't even remember how many drinks I had. I'm sure it will all come together after a review of the photos on my camera today. Second layer of awesomeness...old college friends! We had such a great time seeing eachother again and reminiscing about all the dumb shit we used to do back in the day! And my twinsies were there!! I hadn't seen them in years!! Mickey would have had a great time! I think he would have gotten along with my college friends wonderfully and they would have loved him. Third layer of awesomeness...former co-workers!! I got to see all of the old folks from the EWI/Immersa days and catch up with what's been going on since Immersa's recent demise. Some more of the same and some things have changed. Fourth layer of awesomeness....fantastically great music!! Classic tunes from college, hip hop mixed with bhangara, pop lockin dancers, and gymnastics (performed by Brain of course)! Fifth layer of awesomeness...crashing the other wedding!! They were not very smart and put a photo booth in the hallway outside of their closed off reception area. So, we helped ourselves to some wonderfully awesome (read: drunk) self portraits! Then we topped off the night with a taxi drive trip through the local Burger King! Perfection! >sigh< Looks like I'm definitely adhering to my goals of H.I.D!
Time for Diz-nee-land!!!
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| WARNING!!! INTOXICATED POST!!
I'm relapsing. It's like a drug. I'm thinking about Mickey so much. None of the guys I meet come close to making me feel the way that Mickey made me feel. They are just so...flaky and inconsistent and ingenuous and most importantly...not humorous!! What is wrong with me? Why can't I just LET IT GO????
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